regret

Everything had changed. Everything… I made a decision that I thought will be better for us and I kept on telling myself that I will stay strong and go on… until I saw ur photo with him! I found out that I was wrong… I’m not as strong as I thought I am… For the past four years, I’m the one holding ur hands whenever u need me; I’m the one to hug u whenever u feel cold… but now, I'm all by myself... I have to hug myself to fight the loneliness; I have to hold my own hands to pray for u to come back! I got no one to blame but to blame myself for letting ur hands off… I got no friends to talk to because no one is there to listen… I feel alone! My heart is aching, my tears are dropping! I feel the pain, I finally know how it feels when it’s bleeding inside… There's nothing i can do now but to pray from the bottom of my heart that u will be blissful.